11/28/2014

Betrayals by those who should protect us...

Sickening, saddening...

(*this isn't proofread yet, so forgive me any errors, lol)...

Police Chief Admits to Raping Unconscious Woman, …: http://youtu.be/skEcYf3LF_E

1. The following is a detailing of various thoughts & feelings one may have
whilst being raped, & in the immediate & lifelong aftermath:

-Stomach-churning fear, pain, shock, &
   disbelief/amazement 
- Fear of catching a potentially lethal std,
   becoming pregnant, & or sustaining
   enough bodily injury to require medical
   intervention, &/or to prevent any Future
   sexual activity/procreation.
-Co-mingled with these feelings: Guilt/
   shame/filth, as most females are
   taught (from a young age) to
   immediately integrate & internalise
   shame & self-causation when
   ANYTHING untoward occurs - moreso
   when it's (perceived to be) of a sexual
   nature. *Especially* in the case of a
   violent & unwarranted attack, despite
   the *crime* of *RAPE* being a *Crime of
   Hatred*; unprovokable *Violence*;
   taking of another's power; imposing,
   shaming, terrorising, & bullying
   someone who's perceived to
   be weaker physically, and/or felt to be 
   less important - even representative
   (a *surrogate*) of a player in life of the 
   Rapist. A player whose likely already
   shouldering 'blame' - knowingly or
   otherwise/least in the rapist's mind - 
   for a *sin/transgression/betrayal/slight/
   hurt* (real/imagined) against the rapist.-Lest we forget, the rapist is imparting a
   "gift" - A haunting, life-altering memory
    that lasts a lifetime. This legacy may
    cause permanent fear, distrust,
    suicidal/self-destructive ideation,
    neurological damage, & even PTSD -
    a thus-far incurable condition that's
    very often disabling, & extremely 
    damaging to the rape victim &
     the victim's loved ones.

2. The following is a detailing of various thoughts & feelings one may have
whilst being raped, & in the immediate & lifelong aftermath if one is raped whilst barely conscious:

-Every one of the above thoughts, fears, &
   emotions, PLUS the pure terror of being
   even More helpless (opposed to the
   perceived illusion of some sort of power
   one can maintain sometimes if alert).

3. The following is a detailing of various thoughts & feelings one may have
whilst being raped, & in the immediate & lifelong aftermath if one is raped whilst barely conscious, *&* the Rapist is the Chief of Police (aka. the *"boss"* of the *very* people one would immediately contact for assistance, justice, soloutions, etc. if one were to be raped,  assaulted or violated):

-All of the above feelings *PLUS* - a 
   mind bogglingly, panicky, & surrealistic
   sense of "sanity's-a-distant-
   memory", coupled with a white-hot-
   electric "Oh-No-I-Fear-That-God's-
   Died!" revelation of sorts.
-This is an *¡OFFICER!* so who'll help (&
   believe{?} me) now? Will the other cops
   intentionally HINDER a Victim 
   (that they've previously vowed to pro-
   tect) in order to continue on with 
   their *well-known* (& understandably
   beneficial to the force; not least of all
   whilst working in a dangerous,
   secretive, & trust-based situation)
  *Tradition* of *"Fraternal Solidarity"*?
-This is their Chief, Commanding Officer,
   & BOSS. IF the charges can't be
   substantiated in court & the Chief's
   neither brought to trial nor found guilty,
   it's not much of a stretch to imagine
   that any officers who did so bravely
   side with the victim would now see the
   end of their careers. Will this Chief
  (turned-Kidnapper & Attacker) KILL
   after the attack so that he can save his
  *OWN* family, career, & reputation?

4. The following is a detailing of various thoughts & feelings one may have
whilst being raped, & in the immediate & lifelong aftermath if one is raped whilst barely conscious, *&* the Rapist is the Chief of Police (aka. the *"boss"* of the *very* people one would immediately contact for assistance, justice, soloutions, etc. if one were to be raped,  assaulted or violated) & He admits it after the act when he's finally caught:

-No! Society has ceased to care. He's received a slap on the wrist in exchange for destroying a life (potentially more - he was only Caught for 1 Rape). I'm never going to receive justice, validation, or even a remote assuaging of pain... The physical violation is nothing compared to the grief felt for the loss of a naive belief in the relative sanctity of Police & Justice as protectors. The experience has created an intense questioning, distrust, & an anger towards authority that may never be gone. One that many who hear of this will share.

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NOW imagine that if - instead of being raped as a female, this was a CHRONIC case of the Disenfranchising of an entire ethnic group - imagine it's so globally pervasive that it's caused a sort of hopeless self-hatred amongst many in the group themselves. Imagine, too, that one if this ethnic group became President, so suddenly many unfortunately simplistic & occasionally angry & fearful little people decided that this 1 President has ended ALL oppressions, so that every time an ethnically-based oppression occurs, it's negated & unpunished...

Abuse of power by those in which we empower & place in them a GREAT deal of our trust & safety is FAR more sickening than an average betrayal.
This is also why the horror of Cops who specifically target Young Black Men is so incredibly disheartening, & I imagine many of the above feelings of violation must accompany the ones felt by the Black Community, & the actual NON-racist community at Large, EVERY TIME that it's brought to our attention that yet Another unarmed Young Black Man is killed & THEN their killer is unpunished.

Ie. 
The Murder of Mr. Brown, 18-y.o.,Summer 2014, by Officer Wilson - untried;

The Murder of 17-y.o. Mr. Martin last year by G. Zimmermann - wanna-be cop, historically violent & racist, & "community watch/racist busybody - tried & G. Z. was unpunished;

The Murder from just this past Saturday of that little 12-y.o. Boy playing in a park with a TOY gun (a toy Many kids own). He was gunned down - he Just died today after hanging on for 5 days - by an Officer.

There are far too many to detail... :'(

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Another Police Violation which shouldn't occur, doesn't NEED to occur, & violates EVERYONE, is exemplified in the link I've posted below - a link which may lead the viewer to fear that previously benevolent Canada is becoming uncomfortably close to a police-state situation as well. The Following occurs during the G2O Summit in Toronto, ONTARIO, CANADA (Summer 2012, I think, but I can't recall at the moment).

It was a result of anticipatory tension which results from the sort of fear-mongering practiced by "The Man" - the Old Guard of Rich, White Men. Men who lived in an era of entitlement, & aren't very happy about the breaking down of useless "castes", barriers, & roles. They fear change immensely, & will do anything in their power to conserve the old ways - even if it comes down to lying, inciting violence, & using people as pawns by deliberately sending in ill-prepared officers freshly pumped full of pre-conceived notions re: the intentions of the average protester, their reasons, & the actual questioning of everyone's guaranteed Right to peaceful protest - a right supposedly afforded to us all but repeatedly hindered by those in charge - by THE MAN doing all *he* can to discourage awareness & protesting - *he* seems to have a lot to hide to go to this extent, as it stems from a fear that it's potentially going to be SUCCESSFUL unless it's corrupted & violently denied.
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Links which may illustrate the above comments:

Oppressions via Gender, Race, Religion, & Intolerance, 
Women & Sexism, 
& Sexism with Racism, & our 
Potential for a Police State:

https://plus.google.com/117008842610812138314/posts/ceMBVBmFRJD

https://plus.google.com/117008842610812138314/posts/WGQsEgHXAux

https://plus.google.com/117008842610812138314/posts/RYRRxA79ZK3

https://plus.google.com/117008842610812138314/posts/KrzRmrt3Qgu

https://plus.google.com/117008842610812138314/posts/iuTVpi5joHW

https://plus.google.com/117008842610812138314/posts/AKoZyDUVGA3

https://plus.google.com/117008842610812138314/posts/6WfAdYJiqbD

https://plus.google.com/117008842610812138314/posts/RxehRSoUgSJ

https://plus.google.com/117008842610812138314/posts/Eqz2KoaEDzN


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